marienmoorehoroscope: FISHY THOUGHT:PAST LOVES, INFATUATIONS and HOW TH...

marienmoorehoroscope: FISHY THOUGHT:PAST LOVES, INFATUATIONS and HOW TH...: I felt inspired this week to write about my ex Sean. I love him, truly love him, and yes I'am married.  I can't see myself with out ...

FISHY THOUGHT:PAST LOVES, INFATUATIONS and HOW THEY BLOCK US

I felt inspired this week to write about my ex Sean. I love him, truly love him, and yes I'am married.  I can't see myself with out my engine the one who started Marie Moore horoscopes. The one who I try to be like because he reminds allot  of Jesus and sometimes I call him Jesus.  He loves me so much he can't keep my name out of his mouth. Yes, people I don't even know, know who I'am because thats how much my husband loves to talk about me and that is how proud he is of what we accomplished: as business partners, and as a family.  This week, Adele ,Hello came out and all of a sudden a flood of emotions about Sean came out.
I felt  like I needed to talk to Sean. I wanted to reconnect with him. I know if I were to reconnect with him.We would start were we left off like nothing ever happened.This is because we both have Saturn in Virgo, north node in Leo. My moon in Taurus and his sun in Taurus.We are very passionate with each other and love each other deeply. But we have had past lives together and we had and have karma with each other. Which means that it wont last. We didn't really break up with each other either. My mother broke up our relationship for us and also the universe. I was in a car accident and broke my ankle. I broke my ankle in Massachusetts where Sean lives.This energy changed everything. I wasn't able to walk on that foot period, and he wasn't able or wanting to take care of me Period. I remember the Head Doctor in charge of broke bones. Giving me his card and his phone personal phone number because he thought Sean was being abusive. I didn't think that he was abusive towards me. I think his reactions that he made to the doctor is what made the doctor concern. Maybe Sean's lack of empathy towards my situation was a red flag to the doctor. Any who , I went back home to Florida. The health insurance I had in Massachusetts wouldn't cover any rehabilitation that I got in Florida. My mother didn't want me to go back up to Massachusetts. So end my relationship with him. I tried to convince to come down to Florida, but because he was concerned of what his family thoughts of me , he stayed up there. He never called me ever again, never looked for me , I don't even know if I'm a thought? I had to do my own rehabilitation which took several months and hurt like crazy. I never really got over him, so he always was in the back of mind. This week with that song and it made me romanticize this relationship I had. I've been opening my chakras and letting go , letting go . Finally got over my mother, and then he comes up. I had to talk about with my husband. My husband said he would kill him. I delve more into what did that mean. I finally figured it out. I have a horrible time letting go of people in my past who I loved and still love.  I had  to this week delve deep and look at the relationship realistically. I feel that his idiosyncrasies were more than enough reason to let him go. Sean was very cheap, I had two jobs living on my own and sometimes he would stay with me. Never paid for a dam thing. Are dates were McDonald and if he had a coupon at Mcdonalds. I paid for everything.He cared very much about he looked so he would always be the last to leave. He cared what his family thought, and I don't think they liked me,he liked to be to himself and allot of times didn't live with me and stayed where ever he was at. Which I don't know . He had way to many female friends and the way I knew about them is on a needs to know basis.I was super needy , my mother was driving me batty because she would call his family or call anyone who would listen and tell them I'm crazy .Plus I didn't like being broke and I didn't like he didn't take care of me like he should. Isn't amazing how the mind can romanticize a situation that wasn't good for us and make us think it was absolute best relationship, when it wasn't.  So I started to think about this . I started to think about how the relationship really was and how my relationship with my husband was. As I began to do this and the song no longer made me feel a certain. I realized I let go that part of me and I 'm very much at peace with that part of my life.
 It's not a good idea to look at the past because the past never changes. If I were to visit him , I bet he hasn't change and I'll call it . He maybe single still because he was very stubborn in not changing his way of thinking and doing things. I realize that  memory or thought represent sometimes  a blockage that we need to remove. Sometimes we have to be discerning is it intuition talking or is it something I need to work.Rather than just running away with this thought. I thought differently about it because sometimes are brain . Brings up:people, or situations from our past because we need to let go of them. But we interpret that as it's are our intuition talking to us or we have to fullfill that need because we are thinking of it. Think of it this way every time . You had a nasty thought or a thought to kill someone you don't go after that thought. You dont intrigue that thought.You ignore it or even dismiss it. Maybe even intrigue for a second because your feeling some way about a person or your mad but you move on. We don't pursue it . So when we have thoughts of our past why pursue that. If your not willing to kill someone than why go back to someone? Why is it that we should intrigue that thought but not other thoughts we have in our day to day existence. Also you need to think of those past thoughts differently. Sometimes thoughts of the past and/or person represent something is wrong in our present . Sometimes we are unable to do something about or we don't want to confront it so we move back wards. So this is something to think about when you are thinking about someone from your past. This is an opportunity to remove a blockage.This is your brain saying you need this out of your  present data because its causing blockages with your future.  

Fishy thoughts Self Worth

I have been doing allot of spiritual work on thy self , yes. It's amazing how Satan has a way to bring our fears and hurts to life. This can be a blockage for us or this can empower us. As I'am learning and growing through the wisdom of Kaballah. I'm learning to not allow others to affect me. Because the reason why they are attacking or reacting negatively towards me it's not because of me. But because of what they are going through in their life and looking for an outlet because they can't see beyond their reality or their emotional life .
 Right now , even though I did two to Michvah's which are baths you do to get rid of  all negative attachments , and chakra opening so I can receive more light energy and more of God's love. I'm still being harassed by my mother. The problem with my mother is she does the samething I do for a living. She's very oppressive towards me and very jealous of me. So when she no longer  needed me and ego started taking her and controlling her . The universe removed me from her situation . The universe took me on this journey. A not so easy journey, so I can learn how to be a stronger person, so I can understand the self better. Till this day she harasses me on the youtube. Wanting me to give up what I do because in her mind. If I stop doing what I'm doing she'll be famous and she'll make more money.She has so many accounts on youtube pretending to be other people, it's sad. It's sad to me that I have to watch my mother go through this. She's not as spiritual as I thought, she has so many issues and instead of dealing with them. They come out as negative emotions and she chases away the people who really love her.She can't see what she's doing how sad.  She's been doing this all my life which is even sadder. She has been devaluing me and breaking me down all my life. I use to allow this to affect in such a way . That it would take my peace.When I had something good happen to me it was taken away. Because I wasn't allowing me to have because I didn't deserve, so I thought.    Now I see that this devaluing a part of me. This is me not accepting me for who I'am . This me devaluing myself and not accepting my talents and being ashamed of my self. Because all my life from 0- 35. I've given her power over me, I allowed people to dictate my direction in life. I allowed people power over my situation. No more because I value the true and unique person that is me.  So as she continues to send hurtful negative comments on the youtube. They no longer affect me because I realize thats the old me. I realize she's having frustration with her career that she has to come over and attack me, my own mother. We should be helping each other grow not hurting each other but loving each other .
The lesson here as we are going through are mercury retrorgrade, saturn returns, and saturn doling out blessings and lessons. That person in your life who is making you shrink into yourself and causing you anxiety. Look with in yourself,what are you disappointed about with in yourself , what is it  you are not liking about yourself, what are your denying in yourself? Finding these type of answer are going to help you find better answer to these problems that constantly happen. Granted she will continue this thats okay is it going to shake me up , no . Because I know this is my purpose, and I know the more she continues to evil eye. The more blessing that will come to me. Happy travels traveller and may your journey be more sweet  

DEEP FISH THINKING BE A DELIBERATE CREATOR

I'am getting ready for Rosh hasHanah  . Every year I go to this and every year in August at this time four planets are in retrograde. Making you look at you and what you need to work on . This year I find myself being a deliberate creator. Meaning  I'm going to focus on my trip and do things like save money for my trip. Like focusing more on positive things and picking and choosing my help. Why because this is what works for me when I'm trying to create what I want. I deliberate  pick and choose  what I want in my movie.
This summer has been difficult for me because two of my grandparents on my husband side are passing. I learned that when I focus alot on missing them and being sad nothing happen with my money situation , nothing change with the number of subscribers on my youtube. Once I came to that realization that I need to not allow other people's journeys and situation affect me. I deliberately started turning my energy around. By delving more into my thoughts by choosing to be at peace.By making peace with their death and seeing it as a form of rebirth and yes they will be miss. The point is when the energy is difficult like that and it's affecting our reality we have to change our thoughts.
Sometimes what I notice doing readings alot of people say they want thing but their actions are saying something else. Example with the exs or those one night stands that come into our life. We have to remember or question why are they coming back into my life. Do I have karma or a past life with this person. Or maybe you did this action to this person  in this life so now you are watching karma. You have to question the relationship. Also when you move backwards especially with relationships know that nothing will change, it just repeats itself. Still the result is the same.  So why  go backwards because you are not ready for change, because your lesson is to learn to see with your logical side rather than your heart. So beaware when you are trying to be deliberate creator in your life. Be honest with yourself , when your trying to change. Because we all have something we really want and sometimes we are so blinded by the flaws of others that we can't or choose not to see the flaws with in ourselves.      

MY TOP 12 LOYAL GUYS .SORRY DIDN'T MEAN TO COCK BLOCK ANYONE

01.Taurus if there planet Venus is not afflicted are pretty loyal and looking for a committed relationship. Remember on their time not yours and you'll be fine 
02.Cancer: Just watch your man when Mercury rx hits because he will be looking for all sorts of way to get back with his girl 
03.Capricorn:Sometimes likes complicated relationship and will see you but also see someone else. 
04.Aries: Gets bored , if you can't keep it interesting than is on the hunt again .
05 Sagittarius long as you give him space and trust him. You'll be fine but when you start assuming stuff than your in trouble and some of them can be commitment phobes
06.Leo: If you are not treating your king like the king than he'll simply pick up a mistress from his kingdom
07.Gemini:Seeing is believing with these guys, if there lips are moving and nothing is happening be concern
08.LIBRA: Sorry carebear but you can be a bit of the pathological liar. But I love the way you Lie.They will most likely cheat because you've figured them out or when things get real in the relationship.
9.PISCES:Boredom,there good for two weeks too 3 months and then they get bored because they are lazy in relationships. Try to find different dramitical ways to keep it interesting like adding other women
10.AQUARIUS:Like I said the sex aint good they are on their way out plus if they figure you out, they are on the way out.
11.SCORPIO: Are secretive , and get bored in relationships especially when they figure you out. Everything is on the down low why I do not know. Most likely not to leave their spouse for you, you've been warned
12 VIRGO ; They don't communicate, their feelings or desire,let everyone else know but their mates in regards to their desire. More than likely to have an online relationship. More than likely to not leave their spouse so you've been warned

something fun

Aries: Most likely to hunt down their love conquest
Taurus: Most likely to pick up you up near where they live or at their hang outs
Gemini: Most likely to pick you up on line, or on a dating site
Cancer:Most likely to fall for anything you say 
Leo:Most loyal, aka your first stalker
Virgo: Most likely to have an open relationship but forgets to tell everyone else about it
Libra:Most likely to rush into a relationship
Scorpio: SECRET LOVER,or you maybe in a love relationship, we don't know yet until they tell us
Sagittarius: Most likely to meet them at a party or club. They are the one doing all the cool dance moves with all the cool lines,SUAVE
Capricorn:Most likely stalking you on line just say hi to them already,DAM 
Aquarius:Most likely to meet them on a gamer site because your level 20 
Pisces: Are already making wedding plans on the first date

Our mind is like a home: Fishy thoughts

In order to make room for new things you have to throw out the old, your mind is like a house. And as soon as you get your house organize and rid of old things or ideas that no longer work, then the house feels different and brighter. So think of your mind as a house you don't want it cluttered, and you don't want a lot of old things collecting dust because you can't put anything new in it. So your doing the samething with your mind when you hold on to old things or even negative people who aren't growing or changing they're kind of like weeds. Suffocating the beautiful flowers trying to growing. Samething with friends,some are like weeds. They suffocate the flower and the flower can't grow. Then the weeds take over and the garden is ugly. This is what happens when we are surrounded by negative people. Or even people who are constantly saying negative things and are pessimistic. It changes your mood , sometimes it's draining and can make you tired. When that happens just like the weed they took your good energy and feel good about themselves.
Think about this the next time things in your life aren't going well.  Sometimes it's us and are emotional self and what we are thinking all day long and sometimes it's the people we associate ourselves with