DEEP FISH THINKING BE A DELIBERATE CREATOR

I'am getting ready for Rosh hasHanah  . Every year I go to this and every year in August at this time four planets are in retrograde. Making you look at you and what you need to work on . This year I find myself being a deliberate creator. Meaning  I'm going to focus on my trip and do things like save money for my trip. Like focusing more on positive things and picking and choosing my help. Why because this is what works for me when I'm trying to create what I want. I deliberate  pick and choose  what I want in my movie.
This summer has been difficult for me because two of my grandparents on my husband side are passing. I learned that when I focus alot on missing them and being sad nothing happen with my money situation , nothing change with the number of subscribers on my youtube. Once I came to that realization that I need to not allow other people's journeys and situation affect me. I deliberately started turning my energy around. By delving more into my thoughts by choosing to be at peace.By making peace with their death and seeing it as a form of rebirth and yes they will be miss. The point is when the energy is difficult like that and it's affecting our reality we have to change our thoughts.
Sometimes what I notice doing readings alot of people say they want thing but their actions are saying something else. Example with the exs or those one night stands that come into our life. We have to remember or question why are they coming back into my life. Do I have karma or a past life with this person. Or maybe you did this action to this person  in this life so now you are watching karma. You have to question the relationship. Also when you move backwards especially with relationships know that nothing will change, it just repeats itself. Still the result is the same.  So why  go backwards because you are not ready for change, because your lesson is to learn to see with your logical side rather than your heart. So beaware when you are trying to be deliberate creator in your life. Be honest with yourself , when your trying to change. Because we all have something we really want and sometimes we are so blinded by the flaws of others that we can't or choose not to see the flaws with in ourselves.      

MY TOP 12 LOYAL GUYS .SORRY DIDN'T MEAN TO COCK BLOCK ANYONE

01.Taurus if there planet Venus is not afflicted are pretty loyal and looking for a committed relationship. Remember on their time not yours and you'll be fine 
02.Cancer: Just watch your man when Mercury rx hits because he will be looking for all sorts of way to get back with his girl 
03.Capricorn:Sometimes likes complicated relationship and will see you but also see someone else. 
04.Aries: Gets bored , if you can't keep it interesting than is on the hunt again .
05 Sagittarius long as you give him space and trust him. You'll be fine but when you start assuming stuff than your in trouble and some of them can be commitment phobes
06.Leo: If you are not treating your king like the king than he'll simply pick up a mistress from his kingdom
07.Gemini:Seeing is believing with these guys, if there lips are moving and nothing is happening be concern
08.LIBRA: Sorry carebear but you can be a bit of the pathological liar. But I love the way you Lie.They will most likely cheat because you've figured them out or when things get real in the relationship.
9.PISCES:Boredom,there good for two weeks too 3 months and then they get bored because they are lazy in relationships. Try to find different dramitical ways to keep it interesting like adding other women
10.AQUARIUS:Like I said the sex aint good they are on their way out plus if they figure you out, they are on the way out.
11.SCORPIO: Are secretive , and get bored in relationships especially when they figure you out. Everything is on the down low why I do not know. Most likely not to leave their spouse for you, you've been warned
12 VIRGO ; They don't communicate, their feelings or desire,let everyone else know but their mates in regards to their desire. More than likely to have an online relationship. More than likely to not leave their spouse so you've been warned

something fun

Aries: Most likely to hunt down their love conquest
Taurus: Most likely to pick up you up near where they live or at their hang outs
Gemini: Most likely to pick you up on line, or on a dating site
Cancer:Most likely to fall for anything you say 
Leo:Most loyal, aka your first stalker
Virgo: Most likely to have an open relationship but forgets to tell everyone else about it
Libra:Most likely to rush into a relationship
Scorpio: SECRET LOVER,or you maybe in a love relationship, we don't know yet until they tell us
Sagittarius: Most likely to meet them at a party or club. They are the one doing all the cool dance moves with all the cool lines,SUAVE
Capricorn:Most likely stalking you on line just say hi to them already,DAM 
Aquarius:Most likely to meet them on a gamer site because your level 20 
Pisces: Are already making wedding plans on the first date